I practice ENM and don’t intend on contracting myself in marriage, but I LOVE when a man completely devotes himself to Me; when a man decides to use all his energy to focus on pleasing Me. I find that so incredibly hot. I enjoy giving My nourishing attention to a man who has proven that he is actually committed. Perhaps you’ve felt a mere ray of the solar power I possess. It fills you up and warms you to be at My feet, basking in my beauty and wisdom. You surrender completely to My control, knowing that you’ve found your place as My devotee. Your entire life is controlled and focussed on my pleasure and vision. Of course some men might be fooled into thinking of my sexual gratification, since I give such deep, sexual satisfaction to my pets. But you arouse Me by providing security and luxury. You contribute financially not as a chore or a burden, but a privilege. To keep you in your place, chastity or denial is often helpful. But I allow you a bit of occasional reprieve. I allow you to drain those balls, only after you’ve proven that you can prioritize my pleasure and drain that wallet.
